Welp, I just left my stable, medicore paying job last week, which officially makes me Unemployed.
San Diego is officially off the table for now as I didn't feel I was making that decision for the right reasons.
Ultimately I was in a job that made me feel unhappy and decided that enough was enough. Life is too short to show up everyday and dislike your job more than you actually like it. There were definitely things I enjoyed about the job, largely the people. The day to day work just isn't for me and isn't what I want to do for the rest of my life, so I left.
What do I want to do next? No idea, which is the hard part because companies like to hire someone who knows what they want to do. I understand that but at the same time I don't.
How can anyone truly know what they want to do unless they've actually had some experience doing it? Maybe being transparent is a little too much for the interview process, should I just bullshit my intentions to get a job? Nah, thats not who I am or what I want to do.
Maybe I'll hire myself if nobody else will. Lord knows I'll pay myself like nobody else will. Let me take something that I'm genuinely interested in and good at, and package that information to help transform their bodies and lifestyles. That kind of sounds like something I'd like to do...
-Cj
